I Know How Murder Victims Feel Before They Die

I can still hear the excitement in my husband’s voice, telling me his plans for that day. His gun was holstered on his hip, and he was holding a large machete, hand-crafted for me. Or more specifically, for my death.

“Are you listening to me, bitch? I’m going to kill you today. But I’m not doing it here. You know that field by the lake in Mer Rouge?

A Time To Kill

I’m taking you there, and I’m going to blow your pretty little head off. Then I’m going to cut your body up and feed you to the fish.”

I was on the floor, hands tied behind my back, dazed from a blow to the head. His fist came out of nowhere, knocking me out cold.

Before that, we were getting along fine, and I was struggling to comprehend what was happening.

“Let’s go. I’ve waited a long time for this,” he said, as he snatched me up by the hair. He dragged me through the house, kicking and screaming.

Without the use of my arms, I knew I didn’t stand a chance, but I wasn’t about to make it any easier for him.

Once he got me outside, he forced me into the back seat of my SUV. Then he smashed his fist into my head, and once again, rendered me unconscious.

A Nightmare That Won’t Wake

“Wake up and listen to me, Serena.This truck is mine now, since you’re about to be dead, so I really don’t want to shoot you in here. But I will, if you try to do something stupid.

You better think about Colton. Remember, I’ll be the one taking him to school from now on. You don’t want him seeing your blood and brains splattered everywhere, do you?

So just stay still and be a good girl. Now is probably a good time to start saying your prayers.”

Never in my life had I been so afraid. My teeth chattered, and my body trembled uncontrollably. Paralyzed by fear, I took his advice and began to pray.

A Conversation With Satan

“Hey Serena, do you remember those big turtles I showed you, last time we were at the lake?

I’m feeding you to them. Won’t be anything left, either. Cause if the turtles miss anything, the fish’ll get it.

Do you know what I mean? The turtles and fish are gonna eat you, and I’m gonna eat them. It’s like I’m eating you myself. What do you think about that? It’s funny, isn’t it?”

He said these things as if we were having a casual conversation. His jovial tone made the words even more chilling, and I couldn’t stop the tears from flowing.

I was devastated for my son, Colton. He’s autistic, and very dependent on me. My death would be so hard for him.

And I thought about my daughter, Savannah, who died at birth. At least I was finally going to meet her. It was ironic that I had to die to get away from the devil.

“Are you scared? You should be. I know I told you to pray, but it won’t do any good.

God’s not listening to you. He already knows you’re going straight to hell. When you get there, tell your momma I said hi.”

That day still haunts me sometimes. What saved my life was his desire not to go to jail for kidnapping and murder. Driving to the lake, he remembered the security cameras I’d gotten installed. 

It had briefly crossed my mind, but I assumed he turned them off before throwing the first punch.Thank God, I was wrong.

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Quora Answers: Narcissists And Covert Abuse

Might A Narcissist Secretly Inflict Physical Harm On A Victim?

Hell yes, they will. But you’ll probably never be able to prove it.

With that said, I’ll give you a few examples of how my Malignant Narcissist ex-husband secretly inflicted physical harm on me.

He gave me a glass of Kool-Aid laced with enough meth to kill two adult men.

I ended up in Intensive Care, and came very close to dying.

I found out later that he told the doctors I’d intentionally overdosed.

Since I was unconscious at the time, I couldn’t dispute his lies.

When I regained consciousness, I was moved to the psychiatric ward and placed on a 5-day hold.

I had never used meth, and certainly didn’t intentionally overdose.

The doctor didn’t believe me, though.

And I couldn’t give a reasonable explanation as to how meth got in my system.

I wasn’t yet aware that my husband was a Narcissist, and I’d never heard about covert abuse.

Another time, he loosened the lug nuts on my tires, and I narrowly avoided a major car accident.

I wasn’t injured, although that had been his intention.

He left broken glass throughout the house for me to step on.

When I quit walking barefoot, he started putting glass shards under the insoles of my shoes.

He coated the walls with toxic chemicals. Then he ghosted me for two months.

He convinced me to go 4-wheeler riding with him one night.

While we were in the woods, he stopped and got off the bike.

He told me he had to check a deer feeder and would be right back.

It was pitch black, and I couldn’t see anything. Then I heard the roar of two gunshots.

To my horror, a bullet sailed right past my head.

When he came back, he pretended to be shocked that someone was firing a gun at night.

We were on private land. Nobody else was in those woods with us.

As you can see, there are many ways a narcissist can secretly inflict physical harm on a victim.

If you suspect that this is happening to you, trust your gut.

You may not be able to prove it. You might not even be able to explain it.

You just know.

Follow your instincts and get the hell out.

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Quora Answers: Three Narcissists Who Had To Face The Music

Do Narcissists’ Lies And Betrayals Eventually Catch Up To Them? If So, What Happens When That Time Comes?

I know it seems like narcissists get away with their lies and betrayals without ever facing consequences.

And for a long time, they do.

Eventually though, it will catch up to them.

I’ll tell you about the three narcs who were the most destructive to my life.

And where they are now.

I’ll start with my Malignant Narcissist ex-husband.

After spending several months in jail for cracking my skull and injuring our son’s toe, he was homeless and jobless.

His friends refused to help him again, and he now lives in a camper in the woods.

With no utilities.

He also has no vehicle.

The flying monkeys who were always by his side in the past refuse to have anything to do with him.

Because he shit on them too many times.

He does have a girlfriend.

But she’s extremely unattractive.

I don’t mean to sound superficial.

It’s just that he used to brag about all the beautiful women he’d been with throughout his life.

And that he’d never be willing to lower his standards.

The second most destructive narc was my mentor and business partner for years.

He was extremely hard to identify as a narcissist.

His persona was that of a kind, elderly widower.

After years of covertly sabotaging the lives of his family, friends, and employees, he finally got what was coming to him.

At the age of 80, he was diagnosed with Stage-4 cancer.

He was told that nothing could be done to save his life.

And that he should get his affairs in order.

He was admitted to the hospital and died four weeks later.


His daughters and the rest of his family refused to go see him.

His employees were glad he was suffering and also stayed away.

He had told me several times that his biggest fear was of dying alone.

After decades of wreaking havoc on people’s lives, that’s exactly what happened to him

The third narc was my first husband.

He ended up going to prison for possession of child pornography.

He lost his life savings and a high-paying job.

He is now a registered sex offender.

I haven’t talked to him in years.

From what I’ve heard, though, he’s one miserable individual.

With no friends.

And very little in the way of worldly possessions.

Granted, all three of these narcissists got away with their lies and betrayals for a long time.

But nothing lasts forever.

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Quora Answers: Narcissistic Fathers

How Do I Move Forward With My Life Knowing That My Narcissist Ex Doesn’t Acknowledge Our Child? He Acts As If She Doesn’t Exist.

As a parent, it’s hard to comprehend that someone wouldn’t acknowledge their own child.

Or even seem to care that she exists.

Narcissists are not like normal parents, though.

They are not capable of feeling love or empathy.

Not even for their own children.

In actuality, the narcissist’s indifference to your child is the best thing for her.

The worst thing would be to have him in her life.

Let me tell you why.

I have two sons from my marriages to narcissists.

My oldest son is the golden child of my Covert Narc ex.

When he was five, his dad and I divorced.

A lengthy and very ugly custody battle ensued.

For years, I dealt with parental alienation. I missed birthdays, holidays, and special events.

Because the narc continually violated our custody agreement.

Now my son is an adult.

Sadly, he is also a narcissist.

And he doesn’t give a damn about me.

He hasn’t even spoken to me in over a year.

My youngest son, who is autistic, is the child of my second husband, a Malignant Narcissist.

That poor child has been through hell.

Before I finally escaped from that nightmarish marriage, he witnessed things no one should ever see.

He saw his father abuse me in horrible ways.

But worse than that, he was abused himself.

In every way.

You will be doing the best thing for your child by keeping her narcissist father out of her life.

I cannot stress enough how much damage narcissists do to their children.

I can’t undo the damage to my own children.

But I can urge you not to let it happen to yours.

You should accept the fact that her father doesn’t love her.

And never will.

From one mother to another, I’m telling you that it’s a blessing in disguise that your narcissist ex doesn’t acknowledge her.

Be thankful and move on.

Otherwise, you will be sacrificing your child’s wellbeing.

Would you take a knife and cut her throat?

Of course not.

But if you keep the narcissist in her life, that’s exactly what he’ll do.

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Quora Answers: The Sexually Deviant Narcissist

Is Sexually Deviant Behavior Common Among People With Strong Narcissistic Traits?

Yes, sexually deviant behavior is very common among people with strong narcissistic traits.

This is a topic that comes up regularly among my female friends who have been involved with narcissists.

It’s actually hard to comprehend just how sexually deviant they really are.

We all know about typical narcissistic behaviors like triangulation and serial cheating.

But what most people don’t realize is the sheer depths of their depravity.

I’m speaking from experience after being married to a Covert Narcissist for five years.

A few years after our divorce, I got remarried. That time it was to a Malignant Narc.

Both men got turned on by the idea of seeing me have sex with other people.

I’m a very open-minded person. And definitely not a prude. But I simply could not comprehend how a man could possibly want to see his wife have sex with someone else.

They both wanted me to do things for their entertainment that made my stomach turn. Both fantasized about watching me be gang-raped.

They were each seriously addicted to pornography. I’m not talking about soft-core stuff either.

They watched the sickest shit out there. Torture porn. Gay porn. Kiddie porn. You name it. They watched it.

It seemed like the sicker it was, the more they got turned on. They would masturbate and binge-watch porn, literally for days and nights on end.

When they weren’t doing that, they were out having sex with anything that moved. Man, woman, dog. Didn’t matter.

Black, white, young, old. They had sex with whoever and whatever happened to cross their paths.

Choking me during sex was another thing they got off on. It was a huge turn-on for both of those sick fuckers.

The more I fought them, the more they loved it. Several times I passed out. Only to wake up and get choked again.

I know now that narcissists don’t feel true intimacy. And that they basically use their sex partners as masturbation tools.

Narcissists have no shame whatsoever. No morals. No boundaries. And no remorse for the harm they inflict on the people who love them.

I personally think their deviant sexual behaviors and sick perversions should earn them a special place in hell.

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Quora Answers: INFJ Problems

What Do You Struggle With Most As An INFJ?

The biggest thing I struggle with as an INFJ is my love/hate relationship with Introverted Intuition.

Don’t get me wrong. I appreciate that my intuition gives me insights and knowledge most people can’t imagine.

I’m grateful to be blessed with a unique perspective.

And I’m not trying to look a gift horse in the mouth.

But sometimes, Introverted Intuition can be a double-edged sword.

Here’s an example.

You’ve been friends with a guy since childhood.

You haven’t seen him much over the years. But the friendship remained intact.

After calling you to say he’s in town and wants to catch up, you meet him for coffee.

The first few minutes are great.

You’re enjoying reminiscing about old times.

Then all of a sudden . . . .

It hits you.

That sick feeling in your stomach that tells you something is off.

Something’s not right.

But you’re in a coffee shop with lots of people around.

So you can’t process what you’re feeling.

You don’t know why your friend suddenly repels you. You just know he does.

Suddenly, you just want to get away. Have to get away. Now. You just don’t know why. Yet.

So you get the hell out of there as fast as possible. Because you need to be alone. You need to think.

It dawns on you that your friend is no longer what he appears to be. Although you have no proof of anything.

But you know he has betrayed you in some way already. Or he is planning to betray you.

You make the decision to trust your gut. So you quietly disappear from his life.

You want to be wrong. Oh, how you want to be wrong!!

A couple of weeks later, your phone rings. It’s another friend calling to say she saw your Malignant Narcissist ex-husband recently.

The one who tried to kill you.

He and your former childhood friend were hanging out together.

Turns out your intuition was right after all.

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